DON'T

bAby bLuRtz

dear bloggie..
i love him. everyone knows that. this is not meant to hurt him. it is merely a fling. i promised you,he's the one who really has my heart. if you want me to choose between them,it is him i choose. No matter what. i am always in love with him. he is my dear. my first true love. my jerald. but this fling is merely an entertainment. please don't punish me by taking him away from me. i love him.

i love you my dear. i am a part of EJ.

ALWAYS.

cola

bAby bLuRtz

It's our 1 year anni. i remember. u too. but.. lol..

these past 1 year of being with you..

it has been filled with emotions. whether it's happy. sad. anger. jealousy... all those,in 1 year,i know how it taste like.

it has beed quite a roller coaster ride. and to be honest, i kinda like this roller coaster ride. even if there are times i felt like i couldn't go on, i still do. because i know i can't just let go. you're something to me. something that brings many meanings. though you might not always be perfect, and i know you are capable of hurting me and loving me at the same time, i still choose you. because i love you.

1 year for a girl like me, is a long time. and you know very well of that fact. i can't explain what is it that makes me stay with you, even when the clouds are grey. but you are different in your own ways. to tell you i love you,that's the easier part.

my dear..
i love you.

HAPPY 1st Year Anni.

LoL

bAby bLuRtz

Miss me??

LoL..me too. haven't got the time to blog so much. been rather busy and also feels like lazy to blog. lol. but blog,i love you still.

anyways..
i never blog about my anxiety while waiting for my SPM results right? Why? Don't ask. i don't know why either. but well, as you know, results came out some few weeks ago, and i couldn't believe it either, but i excel in my SPM. trust me. no words can describe how i felt when i got the slip from my teacher. i was a lazy pig in high school, and often did things that may actually cause God to punish me.(but i won't tell.) but then, i got 5As,2Bs,3Cs. and i was only expecting to get 3As. but 5As was my original goal. so in a way, i'm like "whoa!". i made my family proud. and made myself proud too. although maybe if i wasn't lazy, i could get more. but let's be thankful for what we got right? so THANK YOU GOD!

for anyone who's taking major exams..
trust me. if you study hard,oh wait,study smart,you'll get flying colours. if you don't,you'll waste your parents' money. and risk dissapointing yourself and your family. and that, i tell you, is a SUPERMASSIVE BAD FEELING. okay i don't know if that fits, but well.. so don't make a stupid decision k?

LUCKS!

c a r r o t c o l a l o v e s t o r y