bAby bLuRtz
QUIZZES..
SECTION 1 ]
1. HONESTLY WHAT COLOR IS YOUR SHIRT?
= itz white..y?
2. HONESTLY, WHATS ON YOUR MIND?
= Why am i answering this?
3. HONESTLY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
= On9 la obviosly?
4. HONESTLY,DO YOU LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS?
= what do u mean like? I LOVE HER. I'm ADDICTED 2 evrythin her.
6. HONESTLY, HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING BAD TODAY?
= yea..i let sum1 reload me.N i x layan him.
7. HONESTLY, DO YOU WATCH DISNEY CHANNEL?
= sumtimez.it's better dulu.Miley's lame.
8. HONESTLY, WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
= Hm.Nobody.o wait.a customer 4rm work.
9. HONESTLY, ARE YOU JEALOUS OF SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
= hm.no.y shud i?
10. HONESTLY, WHAT MAKES YOU MAD MOST OF THE TIME?
= d irritating stuffs la..
11. HONESTLY, DO YOU BITE YOUR NAILS?
= haha..ya..dulu la.
13. HONESTLY, DO YOU WANT TO SEE SOMEONE THIS VERY MOMENT?
= JERALD PHILIP. I want 2 see him now. Because i miss him.
14. HONESTLY, DO YOU HAVE A DEEP DARK SECRET?
= yez. but it'z called a secret 4 a reason.haha..
15. HONESTLY, DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND THAT YOU REALLY DON’T LIKE?
= yez.yez.yez.
17. HONESTLY, DO YOU LIKE/LOVE ANYONE?
= yup. i love God. I love my family. My frenz. o..N my DEAR. Cyunx u all. Mmuahh.
18. HONESTLY, WOULD YOU KISS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
= yez. y shudn't i?he wil..haha..
20. HONESTLY, WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
= money? o wait. Milo.
[ SECTION TWO ]
1. HONESTLY, WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU GET MAD?
= i write. i shout. i tel my dear.
2. WHAT'S THE WORST THING YOU'VE DONE WHEN YOU WERE MAD?
= hm..i x ngat.lol
3. HONESTLY, WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
= when me n Dear had a fight last time.
4. EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP?
= haha..ever..byk kli..plg truk on 2 Nov 08. y?adala..hahaha
5. DO CERTAIN SONGS MAKE YOU CRY?
= yea..
6. WHAT USUALLY MAKES YOU CRY?
= fights. Kna mrh.
7. Do YOU MISS YOUR EX'ES?
= haha.. no.. i miss my current boy.
[ SECTION THREE ]
1. IS THERE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW, THAT COULD DO SOMETHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY?
= Yez.
2. WHO CAN MAKE YOU HAPPY?
= alot..Dear i guess..
3. HOW WAS YOUR V'DAY?
= besa ja..
[ SECTION 4 ]
1. WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR TODAY?
= work ja
2. WHAT'S THE LAST OR CURRENT BOOK YOUR READING?
= something borrowed by rachel gibson.
3. DO YOU HAVE ANY HOMEWORK?
= haha..xda..ambik ko..haha
4. A is FOR ?
= ayam.
5. WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY LISTENING?
= mumy bising2..
HONESTLY: WHO IS YOUR BOYFRIEND?
Astaga..Blik2 uda sa jwb..
MY BOYFREN IZ JERALD PHILIP. He's 19 diz year. He's currently at Labuan,Matriks. And I LOVE HIM..
Thursday, February 26, 2009
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bAby bLuRtz
Okay. Here's my day.
I woke up-7 o'clock. Even before my alarm goes off. Y? Coz i have to work morning shift today. I bath,went to eat with Dad. Oh wait. Before that,Dad gave me allowance for today. Why? Coz i want. Haha. Then we go donggongon before Dad sent me off to work. we ate at 818. Dad malas makan banyak so he ate some of my Mee Seafood. It was ok la. I drank Lemon Ice.
Then work.
At work.
I said hi to Fred. I thought Ema's working too. But rupanya it's her off day. So i checked the schedule. Teri's supposed to work but she didn't show up. I later found out from kak kitty that in the morning only 1 person is working inside. So. I said ok.
Then as usual. I did the stock inventory. I did the booking and all those works. Then. None. I sat around. I finished early ba. Kakak came. We talked. Then phone calls again. As usual. The calls never stop. Then i have to deal with some 'drama'. Customer and stuffs.
Then it's 5. I was supposed to do the stock closing and handover the information to Ericca and Mona who's working night shift.
Guess what? For the 1st time. FnB short RM3.40. OMG! where did the money go? I was at the reception most of the day. Geez. I tell Kak Kitty and she helped out. But still short. I felt like 'kurengz.There goes my rep." Luckily kak kitty know i won't kasi short money. So at 6 i went home.
I reached home.
My lil sis belum help me do the chores. Shit. She belum mandi pun. O gosh! I shouted at her for being irresponsible. I mean why did you on the laptop but ignored all the chores? I geram.
Then.
the usual.
Bath. Cuci kain. Spin kain. Jemur kain. Lipat kain. Eat.
Now.
I'm in front of my laptop.
Blogging about nothing.
But well,again,IT'Z MY BLOG.
Lol..
Okay. Here's my day.
I woke up-7 o'clock. Even before my alarm goes off. Y? Coz i have to work morning shift today. I bath,went to eat with Dad. Oh wait. Before that,Dad gave me allowance for today. Why? Coz i want. Haha. Then we go donggongon before Dad sent me off to work. we ate at 818. Dad malas makan banyak so he ate some of my Mee Seafood. It was ok la. I drank Lemon Ice.
Then work.
At work.
I said hi to Fred. I thought Ema's working too. But rupanya it's her off day. So i checked the schedule. Teri's supposed to work but she didn't show up. I later found out from kak kitty that in the morning only 1 person is working inside. So. I said ok.
Then as usual. I did the stock inventory. I did the booking and all those works. Then. None. I sat around. I finished early ba. Kakak came. We talked. Then phone calls again. As usual. The calls never stop. Then i have to deal with some 'drama'. Customer and stuffs.
Then it's 5. I was supposed to do the stock closing and handover the information to Ericca and Mona who's working night shift.
Guess what? For the 1st time. FnB short RM3.40. OMG! where did the money go? I was at the reception most of the day. Geez. I tell Kak Kitty and she helped out. But still short. I felt like 'kurengz.There goes my rep." Luckily kak kitty know i won't kasi short money. So at 6 i went home.
I reached home.
My lil sis belum help me do the chores. Shit. She belum mandi pun. O gosh! I shouted at her for being irresponsible. I mean why did you on the laptop but ignored all the chores? I geram.
Then.
the usual.
Bath. Cuci kain. Spin kain. Jemur kain. Lipat kain. Eat.
Now.
I'm in front of my laptop.
Blogging about nothing.
But well,again,IT'Z MY BLOG.
Lol..
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Boredom Baseball Match..LoL
bAby bLuRtz
Ok so i'm at home now. Yea and i feel so bored. Lame. Bored. It just doesn't adds up.
At times like this i just miss school. Oh wait,not school. Merely the people there. Some of them anyway. Some are just cruel,ugly,dumb and no-life,low lifes. Oh well i sound like Edward Cullen. Aww. I'm dropping. He's hot. Ok it's all Poro's fault for making me learn all those terms like *droops,*drools,*roll eyes and etc.She uses it all the time. Gosh. Oh btw,she's my favourite and best adik angkat. She's fun to be around. LoL.
Last night after the uncomfortable event that occured and i still don't wanna talk about it,my dad came out of the room suddenly to have a drink. He was like "go to sleep.It's late." It is. It was 2am. HaHa. I wanted to stay and blog but daddy won't let it go. He sat there until i actually off my laptop and went to bed. Geez,Dad. Way to go. Yeah you. *rolls eyes
But i was still not asleep in the room. I was sms-ing and nightdreaming coz i can't sleep. And i can't on the light and start writing craps either coz my lil sis was sleeping and if i on the light,BOOM! world war 3. so..I decided to just lay down and wait for myself to doze off. And the uncomfortable event kept playing through my mind and i kept pushing it away so i won't throw up or feel sorry. That's me,i feel sorry easily and always think about should i help or not. ANd so on and so on. Me and my imagination. My dear always say i'm kinda 'budak-budakish',but i don't know where i got it from. Yer..
Anyway,while having a imaginary fight with the 'event',my Dear called me. See. One of the things i love about him includes how he always calls me up when i'm not expecting it. And for what? He just wanted to say he missed me and he wants to hear my voice. Aww. Love you dear. So we talked and mocked each other,that's just what we do. Since i'm still 17,he always 'ejek' me for being young. He's only 19 but yea he thinks he's all that. Haha. No bah. But yea he keeps mocking me coz in a way.i am kinda 'budak-budakish' around him. He kasi manja me so what do you expect? Lol. Corny,i know. But well,my blog. So,go figure. LoL. Such a meanie. Anyway we talked and i asked him to go to bed since he got class the next day. He's in Matrix Labuan. So he did. Only after goofing around with me again. Then the usual "i love you" etc. And off he went to sleep. While my eyes is still wide open.
And minutes later,i dozed off.
Woke up at 6 when my mum reminded me to do the chores earlier coz we have to go to church tonight. I mumbled 'uh huh' and went back to sleep. Then at 8 daddy woke me up,just to ask if i'm going anywhere and tell me he's going already. I know dad. HaHa. Then because of the late night,i fell asleep again and woke up at 10 something. I went to dad's room to watch tv. Coz i like to lie down there. HaHa.
Then the usual..
Bath.
Eat.
Tv.
Then,blank. What to do? Hmm. I decided to go online. For no reason. But since i'm bored. So i did.
Here i am. Blogging. YM-ing. But still,bored. But it's just so i can kill time.
I'm still bored. Well. Let's see if i can find something to inspire me to blog later ok? For now, I'm out.
Ok so i'm at home now. Yea and i feel so bored. Lame. Bored. It just doesn't adds up.
At times like this i just miss school. Oh wait,not school. Merely the people there. Some of them anyway. Some are just cruel,ugly,dumb and no-life,low lifes. Oh well i sound like Edward Cullen. Aww. I'm dropping. He's hot. Ok it's all Poro's fault for making me learn all those terms like *droops,*drools,*roll eyes and etc.She uses it all the time. Gosh. Oh btw,she's my favourite and best adik angkat. She's fun to be around. LoL.
Last night after the uncomfortable event that occured and i still don't wanna talk about it,my dad came out of the room suddenly to have a drink. He was like "go to sleep.It's late." It is. It was 2am. HaHa. I wanted to stay and blog but daddy won't let it go. He sat there until i actually off my laptop and went to bed. Geez,Dad. Way to go. Yeah you. *rolls eyes
But i was still not asleep in the room. I was sms-ing and nightdreaming coz i can't sleep. And i can't on the light and start writing craps either coz my lil sis was sleeping and if i on the light,BOOM! world war 3. so..I decided to just lay down and wait for myself to doze off. And the uncomfortable event kept playing through my mind and i kept pushing it away so i won't throw up or feel sorry. That's me,i feel sorry easily and always think about should i help or not. ANd so on and so on. Me and my imagination. My dear always say i'm kinda 'budak-budakish',but i don't know where i got it from. Yer..
Anyway,while having a imaginary fight with the 'event',my Dear called me. See. One of the things i love about him includes how he always calls me up when i'm not expecting it. And for what? He just wanted to say he missed me and he wants to hear my voice. Aww. Love you dear. So we talked and mocked each other,that's just what we do. Since i'm still 17,he always 'ejek' me for being young. He's only 19 but yea he thinks he's all that. Haha. No bah. But yea he keeps mocking me coz in a way.i am kinda 'budak-budakish' around him. He kasi manja me so what do you expect? Lol. Corny,i know. But well,my blog. So,go figure. LoL. Such a meanie. Anyway we talked and i asked him to go to bed since he got class the next day. He's in Matrix Labuan. So he did. Only after goofing around with me again. Then the usual "i love you" etc. And off he went to sleep. While my eyes is still wide open.
And minutes later,i dozed off.
Woke up at 6 when my mum reminded me to do the chores earlier coz we have to go to church tonight. I mumbled 'uh huh' and went back to sleep. Then at 8 daddy woke me up,just to ask if i'm going anywhere and tell me he's going already. I know dad. HaHa. Then because of the late night,i fell asleep again and woke up at 10 something. I went to dad's room to watch tv. Coz i like to lie down there. HaHa.
Then the usual..
Bath.
Eat.
Tv.
Then,blank. What to do? Hmm. I decided to go online. For no reason. But since i'm bored. So i did.
Here i am. Blogging. YM-ing. But still,bored. But it's just so i can kill time.
I'm still bored. Well. Let's see if i can find something to inspire me to blog later ok? For now, I'm out.
Ok that was uncomfortable
bAby bLuRtz
Ok i can't tell you what but that was freaking uncomfortable.
Eww..It's happening again?
Urgh what do i need to do to have some peace and quiet in my mind?
Screw it.
I'm just gonna play dumb although i feel sorry for her.
But what can i do?
Ergh..
Please stop it now,God. Give her the chance to sleep.
And peace for me.
Although i know the trauma will always be there.
Eww..
Why did i go and blog at this hour anyway?
Stupid.
Urgh and this is the day Eric planned to take my earphones away from me.
Technically it's his but,heck who cares?
Yeah.
I did it.
I made them stop.
Haha..
Yeah me.
Now please stop for real.
Yeah they stopped.
Thank you God.
I love you.
I can leave a happy girl now.
Ok i can't tell you what but that was freaking uncomfortable.
Eww..It's happening again?
Urgh what do i need to do to have some peace and quiet in my mind?
Screw it.
I'm just gonna play dumb although i feel sorry for her.
But what can i do?
Ergh..
Please stop it now,God. Give her the chance to sleep.
And peace for me.
Although i know the trauma will always be there.
Eww..
Why did i go and blog at this hour anyway?
Stupid.
Urgh and this is the day Eric planned to take my earphones away from me.
Technically it's his but,heck who cares?
Yeah.
I did it.
I made them stop.
Haha..
Yeah me.
Now please stop for real.
Yeah they stopped.
Thank you God.
I love you.
I can leave a happy girl now.
There You Go EASTMEN SIMON
bAby bLuRtz
ok eastmen,you got your wish.
your in my blog. lol.
He wanted me to do this and i thought yea why not. And he wouldn't let it go either. He keeps giving me ideas and stuffs. Ok eastmen,here's your shot of fame.
So I only know him by the name Eastmen. Yea that's all. We're not,you know,BFF or an ex lover or anything. He's merely a friend of my cousin Amanda. From what i remembered,he was into Amanda last time. And he used to call me up to talk about her. Yea way to go,East. Very 'gentleman' of you. *smirk.. Lol.. Kidding.
So anyway,Amanda was seeing Cyles at the time,so,go figure. Pity Eastmen but then he dissapeared. Just like that. Now that it's out in the open,where did you go,East? Go pujuk yourself after all the dramas? LoL.. Again,kidding. NOT! ^^
Anyway,while i'm writing this post,he was smsing me. Note to you East,NEVER DISTURB A WRITER WHO IS WRITING. LoL.
So anyway,as Eastmen suggested,i will tell you guys about our weird friendship.
We met again last year?Or was it this year?In church i guess. Coz then when i got home,suddenly he started YM-ing me.And i have good memory,but sometimes,i can't recall someone. Expecially if we weren't that close before. So he told me,oh wait,EXPLAINED to me who he was,where,when and how we met. And the day we met was like,3 years ago. I was in Form 3. And that was for Confirmation he said. So,i said oh what the heck,he's an old acquintance so why not just rekindle the whole FRIEND thing? So then we became friends. But only on YM la. He gave his number to me. Which i don't know why considering we're really not that close. Then he asked me why did I delete him from my friendster?Agin,i was in awe. When did i do that? But well,i just say,i don't remember. Haha.. I really don't. Sorry.
Then last night we started sms-ing. Which is kinda weird coz we really hilang jejak for a long time. And we talked about his gf. Ok anyway,East,the gifts are wayyyyyyyyyy too much. Bras and Bikinis aren't really what we girls want ok? Now aren't you glad you have a friend like me? LOL.
The weird thing about East is,he adores my modelling career. Eventhough i told him countless times that it's not that awesome. But he still wants it. SO yeah,go for it if you want.
Anyway,i'm going to stop now because i'm really blur on what to write about him. Plus,my Dear is going to kill me if i keep talking.Not to mention East's gf will kill me too. But for the sake of Eastmen who wanted this so much,i did it.
Happy now? LOL.
this is probably the most weirdest post i ever blog but,well,FOR A FRIEND.
Geez,Elle..WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY too nice..HaHA..
Anyway,East gud luck in your hunt for stardom. and quit bugging me about this post. LOL. and lucks for this march. i know you need it. Now you owe me all those branded things i told you about earlier..LV,CHANEL,TOMMY HILFINGER,JIMMY CHOO..the list goes on..HAHAHAHAH
ok eastmen,you got your wish.
your in my blog. lol.
He wanted me to do this and i thought yea why not. And he wouldn't let it go either. He keeps giving me ideas and stuffs. Ok eastmen,here's your shot of fame.
So I only know him by the name Eastmen. Yea that's all. We're not,you know,BFF or an ex lover or anything. He's merely a friend of my cousin Amanda. From what i remembered,he was into Amanda last time. And he used to call me up to talk about her. Yea way to go,East. Very 'gentleman' of you. *smirk.. Lol.. Kidding.
So anyway,Amanda was seeing Cyles at the time,so,go figure. Pity Eastmen but then he dissapeared. Just like that. Now that it's out in the open,where did you go,East? Go pujuk yourself after all the dramas? LoL.. Again,kidding. NOT! ^^
Anyway,while i'm writing this post,he was smsing me. Note to you East,NEVER DISTURB A WRITER WHO IS WRITING. LoL.
So anyway,as Eastmen suggested,i will tell you guys about our weird friendship.
We met again last year?Or was it this year?In church i guess. Coz then when i got home,suddenly he started YM-ing me.And i have good memory,but sometimes,i can't recall someone. Expecially if we weren't that close before. So he told me,oh wait,EXPLAINED to me who he was,where,when and how we met. And the day we met was like,3 years ago. I was in Form 3. And that was for Confirmation he said. So,i said oh what the heck,he's an old acquintance so why not just rekindle the whole FRIEND thing? So then we became friends. But only on YM la. He gave his number to me. Which i don't know why considering we're really not that close. Then he asked me why did I delete him from my friendster?Agin,i was in awe. When did i do that? But well,i just say,i don't remember. Haha.. I really don't. Sorry.
Then last night we started sms-ing. Which is kinda weird coz we really hilang jejak for a long time. And we talked about his gf. Ok anyway,East,the gifts are wayyyyyyyyyy too much. Bras and Bikinis aren't really what we girls want ok? Now aren't you glad you have a friend like me? LOL.
The weird thing about East is,he adores my modelling career. Eventhough i told him countless times that it's not that awesome. But he still wants it. SO yeah,go for it if you want.
Anyway,i'm going to stop now because i'm really blur on what to write about him. Plus,my Dear is going to kill me if i keep talking.Not to mention East's gf will kill me too. But for the sake of Eastmen who wanted this so much,i did it.
Happy now? LOL.
this is probably the most weirdest post i ever blog but,well,FOR A FRIEND.
Geez,Elle..WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY too nice..HaHA..
Anyway,East gud luck in your hunt for stardom. and quit bugging me about this post. LOL. and lucks for this march. i know you need it. Now you owe me all those branded things i told you about earlier..LV,CHANEL,TOMMY HILFINGER,JIMMY CHOO..the list goes on..HAHAHAHAH
LoVe NotEz
hey..some people ask me what i can't seem to get.
1 of it is how i met my dear.
i can't never understand how i deserve him at any rates. i mean,i'm not even someone who knows how to love properly. considering my past. haha.. and yet this guy finds me lovable. there are guys who finds me lovable but heck they don't even know me.
they just think they do. they don't at the very least.
but this guy,he gets me. in every possible way.i mean he holds me when i'm down. shows me what it's like if i just let go and love.
i remember how i feel safe whenever i'm with him.because for once,i don't have to take care of myself on my own. i can,but still he feels the need to protect me.he knows that i am at times very vulnerable,and he is there to say it's ok.and it is.because i have him.and i know i have something else to fall back into.so,in a way,it's very comforting.
this probably will sound stupid,but he treats me like a baby. i am his baby. he mocked me for being underage all the time,but that's really what makes him fun. he's just so funny and he doesn't even know it.he cracks me up alot.and that's good.i like humor in a man.haha..
and the greatest part is..
he loves me for who i am..
i love him too..
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
mY lOvE leTTeR
bAby bLuRtz
okay i am a girl that really love to write out her feelings,hence the blog. lol. so this is a compilation of what i did for my dear. not all of it is in here coz some of it must always remain private.most of it. lol.
the most recent one is this.
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if i knew i was going to fall in love with you
i'll sit and wait for the day we met
because that's the day i've always wished for
the day i'll fall for someone special
then i'll forward my life to the day you told me you love me
and freeze the time for a few moments longer
because that is when i feel so special
my definition of perfect
certainly includes moments i spent with you
i'm right where i want to be
as long as i'm with you
for this moment i put in this one first..more later.
p/s i cyunx my dear no matter what.
okay i am a girl that really love to write out her feelings,hence the blog. lol. so this is a compilation of what i did for my dear. not all of it is in here coz some of it must always remain private.most of it. lol.
the most recent one is this.
-
if i knew i was going to fall in love with you
i'll sit and wait for the day we met
because that's the day i've always wished for
the day i'll fall for someone special
then i'll forward my life to the day you told me you love me
and freeze the time for a few moments longer
because that is when i feel so special
my definition of perfect
certainly includes moments i spent with you
i'm right where i want to be
as long as i'm with you
for this moment i put in this one first..more later.
p/s i cyunx my dear no matter what.
i'M bAcK tO bEiN rEsPoNsiBLe
bAby bLuRtz
heY.
so i went for a job interview at the futsal court today. tomorrow's my training. the job sounds fun. and i'm looking forward to it. let's just hope things go really well tomorrow. wish me lucks u guys.
and i hope this time the job don't suck like the last time. ugH.
heY.
so i went for a job interview at the futsal court today. tomorrow's my training. the job sounds fun. and i'm looking forward to it. let's just hope things go really well tomorrow. wish me lucks u guys.
and i hope this time the job don't suck like the last time. ugH.
Friday, February 13, 2009
mY FnF arE aWesOmeLy craZy bUt i LoVe ThEm moRe tHaN mySeLf
bAby bLuRtz
like TOTALLY. i love all my FnF. in case ur wondering,it's FRIENS and FAMILY.. not the digi stuff, it's real life..
i love my somedays annoying,irritating,messy but awesome family members. here:
dAddY:Mathew Henry I. Mujim
-dad,ur awesome. i know we're not that close. but still ur awesome. i'm still that Daddy's girl so don't kecewa2,i am still the same. only older,wiser and capable to take care of myself. lol.. daddy,i love you but please don't be too hard on us dating? lol.. we are not kiddies anymore. lol..
mUmmY:Eugene H. Joitol
-mum's like the most determined and strong woman i know. when she wants something,she's like i'm gonna get that no matter what. Geez,now i know where i got that from. lol. mummy ur my superwoman. i am ur daughter,friend and everything. i love how u keep me grounded. which makes me who i am today. i'm so taken care of i don't get influence easily. hence,why i'm still a virgin,and i love that,it's sexy. and why i'm not into alcohol,smoking or anything wayyyy too party for me. sure i love going out but i'm not a club person,not really loving nights out either. i don't know. i kinda like grounding myself. the traditional girl. lol.. perasan? whatever.. it's true.. i have fun,but not till it's too out of control. okay wait,this is supposed to be about mum,elle,not u.lol. yea.mum made me all that. i love mum.. we fight but heck,it happens ba..
i love mum
big bro:Eric Mattson
the musical 1 in the family. he plays the drum. he used to own a guitar,i don't know where it is now,and i never really hear him play that. now he's into drum,so yea,he's the musical one..
2nd bro:Erie Mason Mathew Jr
the stylish one.the metro one.the smart one.the perfect one.he does all the houseworks.he can cook okay?he's a perfectionist.he's mean.like me.but meaner.he loves everything stylish and unique.not bad to the eyes too.he acts the way he is and practically don't care what others' think.he is who he is.he's like my favourite coz he is so thoughtful.everytime he comes back,everybody gets a present.Expensive ones,mind you.and he's protective.yea,like he'll screw anyone who messes with the family.and he's a funny guy.can be very annoying with his critics at times,but whatever he said,if you mke it,it turns out to be the best.
3rd one:Erica Mathessha Mathew
ME!!!!i won't talk about me. that's gonna bore u. lol. u will know me if u get to know me.
last one:Evie Lynne Mathressha Mathew
yea.the last one.the babygirl.she looks up to me.i know.lol.can be a real scaredy cat at times,but i think he'll be just like me in the future. loves dancing and acting silly. be mean butod,don't be afraid of those who envy ur supermodel shapes and exotic looks,u rock. i like fighting with you. or else it will be like really weird. guys,watch out,this lil girl is 1 hot babe. girls,keep hating,she'll shine more than you. the family is on your side baby. even me?urgh..^^
my friends,gosh there's so many. considering i'm way too friendly. what? i love making new friends. Hmm..Sarah,Natra,Syafina,Emma,Suzanne..My besties from my early years. Sarah,stop looking down on urself. ur hot. And let's spread the love of BBman and our X-rated songwritings. lol.. Nat,always making stupid jokes with me. we're like LOL all the time.
Fornitha,Melissa,Julie and all those juniors that rocks.. i love you guys. u guys are awesome.
my 5c classmates. my lipas Ain n Azella. you guys are the bomb.
and everyone i didn't mention,it's not that i forgot about you,i takut x ckup tmpt. lol..
I LOVE ALL OF YOU..
like TOTALLY. i love all my FnF. in case ur wondering,it's FRIENS and FAMILY.. not the digi stuff, it's real life..
i love my somedays annoying,irritating,messy but awesome family members. here:
dAddY:Mathew Henry I. Mujim
-dad,ur awesome. i know we're not that close. but still ur awesome. i'm still that Daddy's girl so don't kecewa2,i am still the same. only older,wiser and capable to take care of myself. lol.. daddy,i love you but please don't be too hard on us dating? lol.. we are not kiddies anymore. lol..
mUmmY:Eugene H. Joitol
-mum's like the most determined and strong woman i know. when she wants something,she's like i'm gonna get that no matter what. Geez,now i know where i got that from. lol. mummy ur my superwoman. i am ur daughter,friend and everything. i love how u keep me grounded. which makes me who i am today. i'm so taken care of i don't get influence easily. hence,why i'm still a virgin,and i love that,it's sexy. and why i'm not into alcohol,smoking or anything wayyyy too party for me. sure i love going out but i'm not a club person,not really loving nights out either. i don't know. i kinda like grounding myself. the traditional girl. lol.. perasan? whatever.. it's true.. i have fun,but not till it's too out of control. okay wait,this is supposed to be about mum,elle,not u.lol. yea.mum made me all that. i love mum.. we fight but heck,it happens ba..
i love mum
big bro:Eric Mattson
the musical 1 in the family. he plays the drum. he used to own a guitar,i don't know where it is now,and i never really hear him play that. now he's into drum,so yea,he's the musical one..
2nd bro:Erie Mason Mathew Jr
the stylish one.the metro one.the smart one.the perfect one.he does all the houseworks.he can cook okay?he's a perfectionist.he's mean.like me.but meaner.he loves everything stylish and unique.not bad to the eyes too.he acts the way he is and practically don't care what others' think.he is who he is.he's like my favourite coz he is so thoughtful.everytime he comes back,everybody gets a present.Expensive ones,mind you.and he's protective.yea,like he'll screw anyone who messes with the family.and he's a funny guy.can be very annoying with his critics at times,but whatever he said,if you mke it,it turns out to be the best.
3rd one:Erica Mathessha Mathew
ME!!!!i won't talk about me. that's gonna bore u. lol. u will know me if u get to know me.
last one:Evie Lynne Mathressha Mathew
yea.the last one.the babygirl.she looks up to me.i know.lol.can be a real scaredy cat at times,but i think he'll be just like me in the future. loves dancing and acting silly. be mean butod,don't be afraid of those who envy ur supermodel shapes and exotic looks,u rock. i like fighting with you. or else it will be like really weird. guys,watch out,this lil girl is 1 hot babe. girls,keep hating,she'll shine more than you. the family is on your side baby. even me?urgh..^^
my friends,gosh there's so many. considering i'm way too friendly. what? i love making new friends. Hmm..Sarah,Natra,Syafina,Emma,Suzanne..My besties from my early years. Sarah,stop looking down on urself. ur hot. And let's spread the love of BBman and our X-rated songwritings. lol.. Nat,always making stupid jokes with me. we're like LOL all the time.
Fornitha,Melissa,Julie and all those juniors that rocks.. i love you guys. u guys are awesome.
my 5c classmates. my lipas Ain n Azella. you guys are the bomb.
and everyone i didn't mention,it's not that i forgot about you,i takut x ckup tmpt. lol..
I LOVE ALL OF YOU..
see what happens when we sort it out??
bAby bLuRtz
see?it's not that hard is it?just sort it all out?forget our egos,our pride and yea whatever it is called,u don't expect me to like list it all right? lol..
nwyz,it feels real good when we are actually talking and not fighting now. it's great coz now,i am squeezed into ur life again. gosh i sound like a squeezeball or something. but hell, i am in again. yeah me.. i love me..
yea it feels great when u say u love me and everything at midnight. it was our anni. and funny how we made up so fast? hey i thought things are close to over? lol. but then again, remember, this is my 1st REAL,SERIOUS relationship. so can't blame me? right? o heck,my friends will know me better.. i can't explain myself at times..
but well,i hope everything's gonna be fine between us again.. i love you and you know that..
p/s i do remember 12 April ok? don't say i don't. i do. ^^
see?it's not that hard is it?just sort it all out?forget our egos,our pride and yea whatever it is called,u don't expect me to like list it all right? lol..
nwyz,it feels real good when we are actually talking and not fighting now. it's great coz now,i am squeezed into ur life again. gosh i sound like a squeezeball or something. but hell, i am in again. yeah me.. i love me..
yea it feels great when u say u love me and everything at midnight. it was our anni. and funny how we made up so fast? hey i thought things are close to over? lol. but then again, remember, this is my 1st REAL,SERIOUS relationship. so can't blame me? right? o heck,my friends will know me better.. i can't explain myself at times..
but well,i hope everything's gonna be fine between us again.. i love you and you know that..
p/s i do remember 12 April ok? don't say i don't. i do. ^^
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
when i am hurt
bAby bLuRtz
i'm really out of words..trust me, i am deeply hurt..
trust me..i am really not going to be okay..not now..
i don't know why we must drift apart
i don't know why we can't laugh as often as before
i don't know why everything i say hurts you,but you will never ask how hurt i am
i don't know love coulb be this hard
i don't know why i still love you when i know you won't even remember what's the special day tomorrow
i know,valentine's coming. our 10th anni is tomorrow but i'm sorry, i have to be alone now. i have to cry alone. i have to hurt alone. i need to punch anything so i'll feel the pain in my hand instead of my heart. i just really have to go through this alone. i'm sorry.. i'm not perfect for you..
if you want to walk away, i wish you all the best.. trust me, you are the last one i will ever love.
i'm really out of words..trust me, i am deeply hurt..
trust me..i am really not going to be okay..not now..
i don't know why we must drift apart
i don't know why we can't laugh as often as before
i don't know why everything i say hurts you,but you will never ask how hurt i am
i don't know love coulb be this hard
i don't know why i still love you when i know you won't even remember what's the special day tomorrow
i know,valentine's coming. our 10th anni is tomorrow but i'm sorry, i have to be alone now. i have to cry alone. i have to hurt alone. i need to punch anything so i'll feel the pain in my hand instead of my heart. i just really have to go through this alone. i'm sorry.. i'm not perfect for you..
if you want to walk away, i wish you all the best.. trust me, you are the last one i will ever love.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
I MISS YOU OKAY?
bAby bLuRtz
so i've been very patient ever since we almost broke it off last jan. i thought being patient perhaps may bring us good,perhaps we will be better. i was right. we don't fight as much anymore. we started to be just like before when we're happier. and i love it. i do.
but hey,now you're way too busy. i know. it isn't your fault. it's just how things go. but is it my fault if i want a bit of me squeeze into your life just a wee bit? i'm your girlfriend. someone you promised your heart to. someone you promised to always love and adore. someone you said meant a lot to you. but why am i not feeling all those things?
i know. i am being selfish now. and i'm sorry for that. i just really miss you. i wish you could have the time to chat with me longer. cause now it's either you went to class, meetings, studying, or fell asleep. i missed the times where we could chat till morning and you are always making me laugh, making me wanna miss you and all those stuff.
i'm sorry i'm selfish. i just want a little bit of your time. is that too much to ask? if it is,okay,i'll stop asking. but please never ask me whether i miss you. cause you know the answer and it hurts me to tell you about it and still i can't have a moment longer with you.
again,i am sorry for my selfishness..
so i've been very patient ever since we almost broke it off last jan. i thought being patient perhaps may bring us good,perhaps we will be better. i was right. we don't fight as much anymore. we started to be just like before when we're happier. and i love it. i do.
but hey,now you're way too busy. i know. it isn't your fault. it's just how things go. but is it my fault if i want a bit of me squeeze into your life just a wee bit? i'm your girlfriend. someone you promised your heart to. someone you promised to always love and adore. someone you said meant a lot to you. but why am i not feeling all those things?
i know. i am being selfish now. and i'm sorry for that. i just really miss you. i wish you could have the time to chat with me longer. cause now it's either you went to class, meetings, studying, or fell asleep. i missed the times where we could chat till morning and you are always making me laugh, making me wanna miss you and all those stuff.
i'm sorry i'm selfish. i just want a little bit of your time. is that too much to ask? if it is,okay,i'll stop asking. but please never ask me whether i miss you. cause you know the answer and it hurts me to tell you about it and still i can't have a moment longer with you.
again,i am sorry for my selfishness..
Friday, February 6, 2009
Love in so many ways
bAby bLuRtz
i know out there there are many of us who are in love. i am too. i love my boyfriend a lot. i guess that's just how we feel when we're in love huh?
well see when i'm in love i'm really a sucker for love songs,romance novels,romantic movies,romantic gestures,love poems,love quotes and all the lovey-dovey stuff. i don't know. it just felt like it's all for me. lol. i know i sound really corny now. yea.. been there done that. lol..
but hey i just wanna post a question to all the couples in the world.. what is love truly? is love shown by kissing,hugs,or sometimes even sex? is love all about what we must do while in a relationship? or is love merely just a word? is love why we're holding hands? does love gives us the permit to go beyond ourselves? can we not care about ourselves to make the other one happy,satisfied or whatever it is? if a couple doesn't kiss,hug or hold hands,are they not a romantic couple?
see? there's so many things that i have been wanting to ask. but i can only think about this much for now. it's hard to think it all out right now. lol.
anyways, why do we always associate love with couples? seldom do we remember love also goes to God,family and also things we adore. but why does it always has to be associated with boyfriends and girlfriends? yea really,WHY??
anyway,if anybody can give me all the answers,i appreciate it.. ^^
for now,let's just ponder with me okay?
i know out there there are many of us who are in love. i am too. i love my boyfriend a lot. i guess that's just how we feel when we're in love huh?
well see when i'm in love i'm really a sucker for love songs,romance novels,romantic movies,romantic gestures,love poems,love quotes and all the lovey-dovey stuff. i don't know. it just felt like it's all for me. lol. i know i sound really corny now. yea.. been there done that. lol..
but hey i just wanna post a question to all the couples in the world.. what is love truly? is love shown by kissing,hugs,or sometimes even sex? is love all about what we must do while in a relationship? or is love merely just a word? is love why we're holding hands? does love gives us the permit to go beyond ourselves? can we not care about ourselves to make the other one happy,satisfied or whatever it is? if a couple doesn't kiss,hug or hold hands,are they not a romantic couple?
see? there's so many things that i have been wanting to ask. but i can only think about this much for now. it's hard to think it all out right now. lol.
anyways, why do we always associate love with couples? seldom do we remember love also goes to God,family and also things we adore. but why does it always has to be associated with boyfriends and girlfriends? yea really,WHY??
anyway,if anybody can give me all the answers,i appreciate it.. ^^
for now,let's just ponder with me okay?
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
because of what he did
bAby bLuRtz
yea..hi hunkz n babez who cared 2 read.lol.so,i've watch twilight.yea i knw..itz kinda like last year for thoz who od watch it but hey,i tried 2 go watch it when it 1st cme out.but i was still having my spm and itz impossible to leave the house w/out me thinking a lot of awful thoughts.nwayz..dat movie was great. EDWARD CULLEN is like my latest obsession. o gosh isn't he just tasty? i knw. itz juz a character but who cares? if i am a silvertongue(4 thoz who watched INKHEART u'll know wat i'm talkin bout) i'll definitely read him out of the book. i lov bella 2..she's so laid back. n strong. she's not the typical girl dat cares only for their hair and mkeups. she's like so indipendent and she duznt giv a crap about stupid stuff. she trust herself n her decision. she's awesome. n gorgeouz 2..
nway,is edward d dream guy 4 all the galz out there? i dunno. or is it a stupid thing 2 ask since itz so obvious? i dunno. itz my blog..
nway,for me,yes..he is the guy i dream of. able to protect me,willing to stand up for me in any condition,respect me,my family and his own,funny,brave...etc..o n also,hot! like seriously..can't get over the way he smile,its so cheeky..d way he kiz,ok i dunno it coz bella kiz him,i juz drool 4 d moment i wiz i was in.lol..he's sorta imperfectly perfect..such a catch..loving..omg..my boyfriend's so gonna ban me from diz movie. lol
if guyz can b like edward,isn't it awesome? i mean,he so love d gal. n he makes sure she's always safe. o gosh,i lov dat in a man. lol..
okay i'm gonna stop talkin abt edward nw,b4 my dear says i'm freakin him out..lol..
nwayz,he's HOT!!
yea..hi hunkz n babez who cared 2 read.lol.so,i've watch twilight.yea i knw..itz kinda like last year for thoz who od watch it but hey,i tried 2 go watch it when it 1st cme out.but i was still having my spm and itz impossible to leave the house w/out me thinking a lot of awful thoughts.nwayz..dat movie was great. EDWARD CULLEN is like my latest obsession. o gosh isn't he just tasty? i knw. itz juz a character but who cares? if i am a silvertongue(4 thoz who watched INKHEART u'll know wat i'm talkin bout) i'll definitely read him out of the book. i lov bella 2..she's so laid back. n strong. she's not the typical girl dat cares only for their hair and mkeups. she's like so indipendent and she duznt giv a crap about stupid stuff. she trust herself n her decision. she's awesome. n gorgeouz 2..
nway,is edward d dream guy 4 all the galz out there? i dunno. or is it a stupid thing 2 ask since itz so obvious? i dunno. itz my blog..
nway,for me,yes..he is the guy i dream of. able to protect me,willing to stand up for me in any condition,respect me,my family and his own,funny,brave...etc..o n also,hot! like seriously..can't get over the way he smile,its so cheeky..d way he kiz,ok i dunno it coz bella kiz him,i juz drool 4 d moment i wiz i was in.lol..he's sorta imperfectly perfect..such a catch..loving..omg..my boyfriend's so gonna ban me from diz movie. lol
if guyz can b like edward,isn't it awesome? i mean,he so love d gal. n he makes sure she's always safe. o gosh,i lov dat in a man. lol..
okay i'm gonna stop talkin abt edward nw,b4 my dear says i'm freakin him out..lol..
nwayz,he's HOT!!
Monday, February 2, 2009
Is life a truth or just a lie?
bAby bLuRtz
truly,everyone keeps describing that they live their life as it is. but really,are we really living in the truth or are we all living in a big fat lie? wanna know what i think?i think we all live a lie. why? here's why:
-cos we tell people we don't hate them,but actually we do
-we tell one thing to 1 person,then 1 thing to the other person
-we said we're okay when we're really not
-affairs still happens in happy families
-we're always wishing for something,someone,somewhere,sometime better
-we hate ourselves but we say we love ourselves
-we envy other people but we still say "nay..they're nothing"
-we say we're so different when actually we're just the same
-we think different but what came out of our mouth is different
-we tell lies so many times but we say we're honest
-we live up to others' need rather than ourselves
-we remember others' mistakes,but we never recall our own sins..in the words of FALL OUT BOYS,we're in love with our own sins..
and there's so many more..let's admit it hunks and babes..
truly,everyone keeps describing that they live their life as it is. but really,are we really living in the truth or are we all living in a big fat lie? wanna know what i think?i think we all live a lie. why? here's why:
-cos we tell people we don't hate them,but actually we do
-we tell one thing to 1 person,then 1 thing to the other person
-we said we're okay when we're really not
-affairs still happens in happy families
-we're always wishing for something,someone,somewhere,sometime better
-we hate ourselves but we say we love ourselves
-we envy other people but we still say "nay..they're nothing"
-we say we're so different when actually we're just the same
-we think different but what came out of our mouth is different
-we tell lies so many times but we say we're honest
-we live up to others' need rather than ourselves
-we remember others' mistakes,but we never recall our own sins..in the words of FALL OUT BOYS,we're in love with our own sins..
and there's so many more..let's admit it hunks and babes..
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