Family.

bAby bLuRtz

1. i hate these past two days
2. work sucks
3. things don't seem to go right
4. i don't seem to get myself together
5. i fucking need a day off to chill

these past two days,things had been far then awesome. i used to love working. i look forward to everyday at work. i still do. but these two days made me feel like "oh fuck i need a rest". i still love my job though. but it's been everyone's off day. i mean, not a good day for us. but well,things can't be picture perfect all the time right?

i mean..

kakak had been in quite a moody mood these days. can't say i blame her. she got a lot to do. and we also had little to offer her help since we weren't trained to do a manager's job. we were trained to do our job. hence,why we can't help much.

then our inventory started making a few problems. and i won't say how. but.. go figure.. and there goes our reputation. we,when i say we i mean the 3 full timers have very,very,very good reputation with the bosses. and if they found out about this,we might not be respected anymore. and for me my reputation there is super important. why? coz i work fucking hard to earn and keep it. so,don't even try to smash it. i'll kill you for sure. i'm dead serious. if i work hard on something and you come and try to smash it,you'll be gone by the time you try to apologize.

but anyways..

i hope by tomorrow everything would be just fine.

i miss the old FAMILY theme we have there. and fighting with your family,not a good feeling eh? i know..

C A R R O T C O L A

If tomorrow never comes

bAby bLuRtz

Hi..
Can i have a word?
You realize,we may not see the person we love ever again right?
Okay i'm not scaring you. Don't cry just yet.
But..
I realize,if i never see my parents,my siblings,my adored friends,my dear ever again,i won't have the chance to tell them how much i love them. Expecially,mum. I love Mum so much. Yes we may not always agree with each other. But i love her. She's the exact person that i am now. The reason for me to go on even when the clouds are grey. My idol.

Then there's my siblings.
No matter how much they may make me sick,they are a breath of fresh air into my lungs. They're what makes my life fun. I love those damn people so much. They rock!

Friends...
Oh how could i ever forget you guys?
Throughout the years,i've learned to differenciate true friendship and fucking fake friends.
And those who sticks with me.
Who knows me clearly inside out.
Who told me off when i needed to be.
Who not only gives out compliments,but also mocking me at times.
You guys,
i can't never thank you enough.

Dear.
Oh gosh. Where did i go right? How could i get you?
you know you meant the world to me.
for every seconds passed, i love you even more.
i know. i may not be perfect.
but dear.
i love you.
you're my bestest friend.

for everyone i love
should there'll be no tomorrow.
i am telling you.
I LOVE YOU!!

PENAMPANG FUTSAL SUPPORTS EARTH HOUR

bAby bLuRtz

Penampang Futsal is happy to join and support EARTH HOUR.

28 March 2009
8.30pm-9.30pm

For that 1 hour. PLEASE. Switch off your lights. Show some love for our Earth.
It won't cost you much. In fact,it'll cause you less in electric bills. *wink.

Penampang Futsal proudly supports EARTH HOUR.

That one hour of darkness, could make our future brighter.
Please. Have some empathy.
SWITCH OFF THE DAMN LIGHTS.

I AM ERICA MATHESSHA.
I AM SUPPORTING EARTH HOUR.
AND I'M URGING YOU TO SUPPORT EARTH HOUR.

It's in our hands.

p/s I love you EARTH.

Less Lovey Dovey

bAby bLuRtz

no 1 will understand anyway.
it dun matter.
so why bother?
i rather talk about other things.

cinta can fade away if you don't appreciate tau?
kecik2 2 hal pn..
PAY ATTENTION

Lek ba..

bAby bLuRtz

bado pnya jran. menyanyi2 as if the world belongs to them. hello. past midnight od k..suda2 la mau jd kelab jiwang karat cna ah? buang karen ja. org mau tdo shit.

lg 1..
why izit so hard to do this??
since when has i become so annoying?
doy..
bguz sa diam2 ba kn..
duy..
lek ba..
suma org pn pnaz k..
i'm tryin 2 hav at least you 2 understand.
but nope.
i'm annoying you 2.
fine.
kita tgk ah sapa tahan.
when i dun giv a shit no more..

Talking About..

bAby bLuRtz

I'm a person who believes in giving people second chances. because i know even i need chances. and i need it more than once. because we can't expect anyone to be perfect at one try. so trying more than once is a way to achieve things we want.

but sometimes,
people misunderstood the chances that are given to them. they took it for granted. and some even use it as a opportunity to laze around. not till they are pointed with the pressure,then will they realize the consequences of not making the best of the chance that are given to them. these kind of people are the ones that annoys me a lot. being a person who believes second chances are a way to prove one's ability,i hate to know that one that is lucky enough to have one more shot at doing something better, can actually have the heart to ruin it. it makes me think twice about giving other people a second chance.

but then again,
knowing that you can have a second chance doesn't mean that you can do your job half-heartedly the first time. you must always make sure you carry your responsibilities well. even if it's your first try.

i may sound like a mother right now,but i just wanted to blog out my thoughts. and need i remind you,that this is my blog.

^^
kisses..
C A R R O T C O L A

An ending i didn't ask for..

bAby bLuRtz

how would you feel if you were the one standing at my place now? would you cry? would you be angry? would you wanna run away? would you wish things were different? i do. but things like this you just can't change. there are some that are meant to last forever while some can't never work out. i guess i just didn't see it happening to me. i knew it was coming,but i never know it could be so near. how could this happen? and for the dumbest decision? i don't know. this is a dilemma. my options are clear. i'll stay with the on i know always love and takes care of us. i can't choose someone i barely know. not with the decisions he make. i wish it didn't have to be like this,but things happen for a reason.

i just wish.
i don't have to deal with all these.