An ending i didn't ask for..

bAby bLuRtz

how would you feel if you were the one standing at my place now? would you cry? would you be angry? would you wanna run away? would you wish things were different? i do. but things like this you just can't change. there are some that are meant to last forever while some can't never work out. i guess i just didn't see it happening to me. i knew it was coming,but i never know it could be so near. how could this happen? and for the dumbest decision? i don't know. this is a dilemma. my options are clear. i'll stay with the on i know always love and takes care of us. i can't choose someone i barely know. not with the decisions he make. i wish it didn't have to be like this,but things happen for a reason.

i just wish.
i don't have to deal with all these.