I MISS YOU OKAY?

bAby bLuRtz

so i've been very patient ever since we almost broke it off last jan. i thought being patient perhaps may bring us good,perhaps we will be better. i was right. we don't fight as much anymore. we started to be just like before when we're happier. and i love it. i do.

but hey,now you're way too busy. i know. it isn't your fault. it's just how things go. but is it my fault if i want a bit of me squeeze into your life just a wee bit? i'm your girlfriend. someone you promised your heart to. someone you promised to always love and adore. someone you said meant a lot to you. but why am i not feeling all those things?

i know. i am being selfish now. and i'm sorry for that. i just really miss you. i wish you could have the time to chat with me longer. cause now it's either you went to class, meetings, studying, or fell asleep. i missed the times where we could chat till morning and you are always making me laugh, making me wanna miss you and all those stuff.

i'm sorry i'm selfish. i just want a little bit of your time. is that too much to ask? if it is,okay,i'll stop asking. but please never ask me whether i miss you. cause you know the answer and it hurts me to tell you about it and still i can't have a moment longer with you.

again,i am sorry for my selfishness..